I close my eyes

Literary 

I close my eyes
the enchanting waves
of the Pacific
adorning your most empathic eyes
awaken a longing,
an orgasmic desire
to dive deep into the waters.
Inviting.
Comforting.
Warm.

I close my eyes
and the luscious lips
of the Sierra Madre
enlivens a desperate journey
in need of adventure.
Your sincere vibrant smile
melts the gloom; sadness, fear dispelled.
Enticing.
Surrender.
Bare.

I close my eyes
and the scent of the
Cadena de Amor
emanating from your whole being
captures my soul; wrapped, chained,
not wanting to escape.
Lost in the sweet fragrance of love.
Seducing.
Impassioned.
Bliss.

I close my eyes.
The thunderous beat
of a heart angered, pained,
weeping for a people abandoned.
I long to comfort you,
to wrap you in my arms.
Your pain to share, your hand to hold.
Enraging.
Redeeming.
Peace.

I close my eyes
and I see you,
and I long for you.
To stare at your longing eyes,
to kiss your warm lips,
to bathe in your scent,
to lie on your naked breast
listening to the beat of a desire
so pure,
so true.

I close my eyes
but crushed, my soul.
Light-deadened, silenced.
Whisper-blown to nothingness.
Space, darkness engulfed.
Endless emptiness.
Not a trace of existence.
Surrender to complete nothingness.
Grieving.
Nothing.

I close my eyes
if only to see you.

Forever will I close my eyes,
if only to have you.

January 24, 2014, Quezon City.